to be 29 - things I want to work on

I want to know how to cook. And then when I know, actually do it.
I want to actively engage in my health, everyday, for ever. I've done this before, but for days, and weeks, I think I did it for 2 months in a row once... and then I ate oreos. Fuck they were good. I want to be one of those people that snacks on carrots, or peppers, dipped in a spread that was homemade and involved tofu, again, forever, not just once and then rewards herself with oreos!
I want to watch less tv.
I want to rest in different ways than watching tv. (someone hooks me up with a hammack)
I want to read more. Buy less books. Read them more.
I want to have more free time. I don't want to plan free time, I'd just like it to be (i think I have to move for this one to actualize, I wasn't meant to be a city person)
I want to be more kind and generous and loving with my partner.
I want to stop blaming my parents for everything. I want to be more loving of them, as they are, and for all the qualities they gave me.
I want to be more responsible of my financial choices. I want to pay people back that have kindly lent me money. Then, I want to get rid of some more debt. Then I want to finish this institutional version of education I started. Then I want to go back to doing the low paying jobs that I love. Somewhere else.
I want to want to have more sex.
I want to not be on anti-depressants anymore.
I want to not let negative energies impact me so much.

If I'm gonna blog, I better get to figuring out taking pictures and linking and everything else that is involved in blogging. awh shiat. i don't reallly want to work on this one, but i guess i'll add it to the list....